100th post! whee!

woohoo! finally 100th post le leh .
well done joanne!
wkakak!

she don't know i was referring about her ,
she don't even know she lied , till i told her.
and
she said their first 2 months are probation
she said she din't want to tell anyone cause she's not confirm.
and yet , she also said she told someone & someone.
she said that she only tell people she trust .
and she once said she trust me .
she said she din't said it cause she don't want any misunderstood .
she said she din't expect all this to happen .
what about the breaking thing .
does she had an explanation for it?
she knew i hate people who lied most .
and she did it .
isn't probation also part of it ?

she should know best .
prefects, when we'r under probation we are still consider as prefect right ?

fine,
i'm at fault , perhaps i din't get thing clear.
i'm wrong , i din't put myself in other people shoes .
but did she?
i rather when i asked her tt Q. she said she wanna keep it to herself .
den she saying no.
has she ever know how i felt .

i'm tired of friendship .
why must i be hurt again and again .
people said i should give others a chance.

i tried my best to forget about it
but what did i get?
i'm tried of all this , i don't wanna be hurt ever again .
not friendship neither relationship.
they might be heaven but they are hell too .
say i'm coward , say i'm timid.
i don't wanna take all this risk EVER AGAIN!


this are just my view.
everyone had different way of seeing thing .
i'm not angry , neither am i blaming her .
perhaps it me ,
me being too emotional and me being so stupid to ever believe in friendship.
say i'm stupid , say i've made you disappointed .
i don't wanna give a damn anymore.