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♥ Joanne
fifteen
Ballerina
yuying-rian
Dancing is her first love.
&Passion is just what fills her. To her,dance is just like a river. It keeps on flowing, There is never an end to it.
Everyday is a beginning.Who knows what surprises are there waiting for us in the future? Life is short, so just enjoy every minute of it.Lastly,it's Faith is what keeps her going.
it's only 9am and i've bathed , eat and starting to rot.
well,
was woke up by the super cold weather at 5++ am
was shivering like hell ,
then all my wild tots came ,
on-ed my mp3 listen , listen , listen
think , think , think , till 6am
den finally when back to sleep ,
while the song just keep running ,
was woken up again at 7plus ,
because of a song , fang sheng.
yeah , almost cried .
then suddenly i tot of varian .
oh! did i told you , he has given up on me?
yeah ...
after listening to bee side i still find what jiayu said was true .
it's easy for him to give up on a person fast.
but well ,
at least now that his has given up , i'm happy for him .
i know the feeling of loving someone but yet you know from the starting that we can't be together.
but look on another side.
clarence? i don know if i spelled correctly .
his actually like jasmine since primary school till now.
oh please that's long okay .
and jasmine only accepted clarence like 2007 valentine day.
4years of waiting leh .
i'm saying this not wanting him to wait ,
but just talking about his perserverance.
his the one who ask me to have perserverance & determination , must stay in the board.
look at his own perservance & determination narhhs.
i know those moment waiting for someone is hard , i've suffer the same thing too .
but just look at clarance.
yes , i must admit i was touched by some of his action ,
but still i rather him give up ,
cause my heart is with someone else.
and i know is super tong ku to wait.
yes, i must say his a nice guy , bee,jiayu both agreed , but still BU KE NENG!
now about myself.
from the begining , i knew that we'r impossible.
1st ,XXX is attach
2nd , i won't have the courage to say it out.
santine jiejie did encourage me to say ,
she said since the person is a crock? wang le how to spell.
why impossible.
but the fact that XXX attach make everything impossible .
feb till now! it has been 8months ,
but still my feeling just din't changed.
if only i could be like varian , if only i could give up .
AND
him . your should know huh.
his the one who let me slightly let go off the above person .
but his also the one who made me hate him soso much .
i love him as well as hate him too .
seriously i don't know how.
ytd ,
while i was deleting msg ,
i came across one of his msg.
he worte " you like my laopo leh . anyway can i ask you a q. "
the thing was i was so angry with the word laopo as i don't want him to go tot we stead and go tell others we stead and break again like 1 day "
i never read the second sentance and sent him this " don't call me laopo i'm not your laopo"
i dunno , i got this very regret feeling .
cause i knew what is he gonna ask .
i know it's bad to be a 2timer , i'm trying hard to make it from 2 to 1.LOL 2-1=1!!!
hahas!
but look at the situation now ,
one is i know that it's impossible
another one is like people encourage me don't .
how?!?!?!!
