i've been tossing and turning on my bed but still i can't sleep. so i listen to songs. i realised someting , my feeling , emotion are complicated . i hate , i love , i regretted , i'm jealous , i'm scared and i'm tired.

i have been running away from all problem since before exam till now? and i tot that by doing this it will just slip off my mind one day. but i was wrong. last nite or was it today early in the morning , everything just *boom* came back . i've been thinking and thinking.yes , i slept. but it's like only a few minutes and i woke up again. i could hardly sleep. song by song was played , memories & problem just came back as the songs are played. i hate to say that but i'm very confess right now. songs like fang sheng, hao ting, ni na me ai ta, wo hen xiang ai ta ,yu jian , dui ni you gan jue ,ji de made me remember lots and lots of thing.

so around 2+ i msg beegeok. cause i know she won't be sleeping.but there's no reply. we both are kinda doing the same thing thinking and thinking and thinking. she slept at 6? i slept at 4+. and i woke up like 10 in the morning.