few more paper left to go , and i'm sooo looking forward to it. friday papers were okay , hopefully the rest of the papers too. was down with fever yesterday but i'm okay today! *phew* had been spending most of my time sleeping , i don't know why but just that after i finish 1 piece of worksheet i'll be so tired.

i'm still waiting for my ballet exam result! argh!!!!

i've learn to stay positive.
i no longer hate her ,
i longer blame anyone/myself for what had happen
but i no longer have the will to stay .
perhaps i just need a break?
awww! i really don't know.

there's pros and cons in everything
i really got to weight the odds
& decide what i really want.

i don't deny i enjoy the time, they happiness and the bond we've built.
but the feeling this few days/weeks are weird.
i no longer have the wills to do anything ,
i find it just an extra burden.
i don't seem to enjoy any part of the process at all.
but i can't bare to leave either.

在大海中有星斗得知引就不会迷路，我的人生道路呢？