it's just 5min and the answer totally changed.i guess it's natural for people to be selfish.everyone wants the best for themself , don't you agree?whatever that benafits them more, they will do it. i guess that what all human being are like.

I don't know should i be happy or should i start worrying now. if you're wondering what happen it goes like this. i was very busy for that week , so busy that i forgotten to give my mum the inter.f exam form thus i missed the submittion date for major exam-> my teacher knew i will forget about it so she give my a call->mum help me submit the form ->teacher and mum agree to trick me->&i only know about like last wed.

i'm happy because i'll be taking my inter.f exam. worry because i'm only left with 1 more month to prepare. RAD haven confirm with my teacher the date but most probably it will be the second or third week of august & if you remember common tests are also somewhere around the second or third week of august.

i really don't know what should i do. this exam is not like the one i took early this year.it's a major exam , their marking are super strict and examiner are looking for really really good dancer.

i don't' deny i've high expectation for myself.i aim to get a distinction , but it's difficult , really difficult. even though i know the work and everything but 1month to get to exam standard it's like almost IMPOSSIBLE.

excluding mon and fri , i reach home at 10+pm with all my homework not done. when i bath and finish my homework it's already 1+ sometimes 2. sleep for 4-5hr then off to school again. for some days i've to rush from tuition to ballet or guitar to ballet. it's tiring, really tiring.

some will know i've not been attending LA for the pass few day &igot scolded. i seriously don't know how to tell her. As in you can't expect me to say i overslept , it's not a good reason. people will think that why others can reach LA on time while i can't . but what else can i say?