"The sky has to be a symbol of peace. However there is sky where combat planes are flying when children look up. That is very sad. I wish there would be no more conflict on the Earth. I hope that children all over the world will hold onto their dreams towards the sky. I pray to the infinite sky for peace.” - hymn the infinite sky Satoshi Yagisawa

gotten back my result yesterday. some were a relieve , some were really disappointing. The feeling now in me is weird, my mindset is not there too. i know this cannot go on. till now, tears are still at the brim of my eye when i thought of my result.

& my inner voice said " save me from this feeling"