In the start, i shouldn't be having the chance to have all this.god have been really kind to me. I remember so clearly how you had your ways to cheer me up , give in to me when i'm feeling down , crap with me on the phone when i'm bored, rejoice with me when i succeed, allow me to regain my trust in you when i'm in doubt.

We shared laughs of joy, moments of pain & tears of happiness.

We earned care, understanding as well as a place in the heart of one another.

We talked about our dreams, about how our friendship didn't come easy & everything imaginable!

When i'm in trouble you helped with all your strength, the strength from your love & the love from your warm heart.

Just when i start to rely on you , you left me. This feeling had certainly lead me into a routine. unconsciously, i realised i took all this for granted ,i took it as if it should always be like this. sometimes i asked myself " Did i hurt you in some ways ? "

i would really want to cherish all this but what should i do?

i fall hard once,

i was hurt badly once,

i suffered alot ,

& only a few laughts of joy.

i'm feeling so bewilder now. what am i suppose to do?

朋友，你还在吗? 我真的感到十分抱歉.

我不想要同情的眼光受, 其实一点伤并不是可怕的事. 或许人就是这样才会越来越坚强.

虽然这或许也是伤心的开始, 但无论多痛苦, 我不会哭, 就算会迷路, 我也不会哭.

我似乎失去了一切，老天爷赐给我的最要好的朋友一个在远方，另一个又在哪呢？